“I hate you so much right now, I hate you so much right now, I hate you so much right now….AAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!!“
TRUTH? I’m slippin’ right now. For a couple of months I was in like Flynn, but, I fell off. It’s too much. It’s too much. It’s hard to appreciate the journey when you slave to get just one aspect of your format in check…everything else pays the price.
If one thing goes, it all goes. Right now, I’m lookin’ at the building blocks, scheming, trying to get my strategy on…most definitely agonizing. What’s it all worth? What is really important? My whole format is Walking Dead…and not one of those fast runnin’ zombies, either.
Hey Clarence, I shouted you out in my 1st podcast because a brotha is one of the COOLEST brothas out there! So I had to show love to ya. I never considered doing one, but somehow one came out. I liked it. I may do more, but not every week or so. I’ll see.
As for your post, What happened brah? I just came out of going thru some stuff myself. But I’m seeing daylight now. Hope some comes thru the horizon for you as well. Peace!
That balancing act can be tough. I’ve had a lot of experience with the negative side of life’s domino or cascade effect.
Something I watched, recently, had a surprising, lasting effect. A guy said something like, “It’s not about how much bad comes your way, but how much of it you overcome.”
That’s a butchered quote, but it has been a source of inspiration and motivation for me, recently.
I hope things start looking up for you, soon.
Cage, congrats on getting the podcast done, bruh! Where can I get down with it? ‘Preciate the shout-out as well. About your inquiry, I can’t say specifically if any one thing weighed on me more, but, gettin’ knocked upside the head 8-ways from Sunday on multiple fronts takes it’s toll. Recovery almost seems impossible when it goes down like that. I’m a cliffhanger right now, lookin’ for a ledge…
West, ‘Preciate the sentiment and the motivation you’ve shared, bruh. It’s funny how life can be all or nothin’ at times. Things are right on, or everything is WAY off. Balance is a cold mistress, forreal. I can multitask and dance with the best of them, but at the moment, I’m dancin’ on black ice. We’ll see how it plays out..I am rackin’ my mentals for a plan of attack.
You sound like you need some sushi to clear your head.
Erica, the four of us should coordinate a social rendezvous at a local sushi joint very soon…
I keep trying to think of some science to drop into your lap that will magically shift the mood your in and I’m coming up with nothing.
I seriously think you need a tree, your sketch pad and some hours of just drawing away. Get the anger on the page. Channel the thoughts into the tip of a spear that you drive down the pencil onto the page. No one ever needs to see it, but get it out of you.
That’s my 2 cents for what they are worth.